Slim's Blog!!

thinking back to when we first met  completely unaware of just how much you would mean to me at the beginning we were amazing even though my family didn't like you my friends tell me not to I let you in anyway cuz I thought you were different I thought you'd stay so I committed  It seemed like you did but you didn’t dang, I was so blind I couldn't see the lies  that was right in front of my eyes But I'm not at all surprised don't get me wrong I had doubts but I'd make excuses or block it out cuz all the happy times we had together man I just wanted it to last forever But we weren't on the same page you didn't really want me to have your last name and now you want me back but Ian having that all those nights, feeling lonely where were you when you were supposed to be there for me I wish I could go back and never had met you cuz I was fine before you I swear if I knew it was going to end like this I

Sad Sad is the girl who repeat the same mistake over and over again she don't realize it at all she tries again, she fails again she is doing something wrong going through so much will she ever learn? sooner or later, will she ever give up? in all her relationships, she ends up her getting hurt just a girl with real bad luck she feels alone, trapped inside, can't hide in the beginning, its crazy because it’ll be good for a moment then all hell breaks loose its low key embarrassing even though little to none knows nonchalant, her feelings doesn't show frustrated, disappointed once again getting tired of it all she wish she could start all over her life would be way better than it is but maybe this is just a lesson, to make her tough and so strong, she can get through anything so maybe this is meant to be

I know I say I don't care I tried, holding my breath because love is in the air nothing goes right, everything goes left I'm at a traffic light, and right turn doesn't exist but you've been on my mind I think you've been wasting my time but I keep my feelings inside not trying to get attention can you tell me one thing, what are you intentions? you claim you’ll never leave I try to trust and believe something's holding me back I don't want to be fooled, fall in your trap keep saying, I don't care in reality I know I do, I want to be with you repeating over and over convincing myself even more but it's clear to see you used me, I’ll get over it eventually

Thinking, just wondering how are we supposed to last forever if we can't stand each other? over and over we fuss and fight all through the night again and again this has to end were fighting more fussing until we lose our voice I can't live like this I need to take some time do something to keep you off my mind Crying, just wishing can we go back in time to fix us and make it right? never no never will we fuss or fight just enjoying our company all through the night again and again loving each other, hoping this will never end were laughing more singing until we lose our voices together we can be happy everyday and we will be okay

Let me explain I don’t know what love means I thought we'd be good this way you tell me, to take down my guard give you my all, trying but that’s not enough I should've told you, from the jump do we have any luck? I'll give you all my love boy lets make up, lets talk and be laid up I miss you so much, yes I know it’s my fault yeah it’s true, I ain't afraid to admit it I wonder if you think bout me a little bit I want to see you, Ima come visit see you in person, I promised (I swore)2x that it won't be like how it was before it’s you and only you, that I adore was it just sex and nothing more? it ain't seem like it was more selfish, I know I was wrong I need you baby (come on)2x I tricked you for so damn long apologised, now you're gone now you, forgot me and left me all alone I'm lonely, I left your side warm I need you back baby come home this is where you belong but you don't believe that you'r

You’ve been hurt so have I you still tried to make it work I sure did try I know a girl hurt you led to depression and trust issues  so now you treat everyone like their temporary because you don't want to relive what you went through you're not the only one, trust me and you don't think you're doing anything wrong because that's what you’re use to I know when I said that I'm here to stay you didn't believe me in any way I meant it, but you don't care because you're scared just admit it, you’re afraid of commitment you’re an asshole, and you said it I know it's just an act, but you're so persuasive you don't know how to react to something real you can't even recognize it I know because I'm in the same predicament I think everyone is full of shit with you I was right though, you're a hypocrite when we use to talk, you was saying all kinds of things about a possibility of us

Hook Pay no attention to all these hoes only focus on what matters the most and all that love shit, you’re avoiding Getting paper like a mfn pro trust no one else from all that bullshit, she keeps away She knows how stay in her lane Verse 1 Ian ain’t worried bout them other bitches, shit it's none of my business foreal long as he aint worried bout me we can all chill with them bitches, it doesn’t make a difference I'm just tryna have fun and blow some fucking trees I like to just go with the flow layback, sip couple drinks and blow Quiet, keep it lowkey and I know a lot of girls calling his phone every nigga talks to more than one female, that's just how it's gone be don't know how to commit I ain't the crazy type that get jealous and start stalking keep to myself, stay away from the bullshit and the sex is good he knows how to hit it right I leave as soon as its fucking over sometimes you just wanna stay the night

Lovey Dovey I remember that night when we first met After a party, we weren't done getting lit just yet It was at the corner store I thought you were cute, nothing more you was with your cousin, I was with my friend I didn't think I'd see you again We left and my friend told me you wanted my number So we started texting one another You wanted to hangout sometime But I said I'm leaving for basic soon He said “I'm glad that you’re not mine” Because “I’ll be proud but also mad at you.” It's been a while but I couldn't forget your pretty face For AIT, I was back in the states Thinking about you, it's kind of hard not to So I hit you up and surprisingly You didn't forget about me We started talking almost every night Flirting, calling you bae, Morning text everyday It just felt right Then we was able to finally see each other in person You came on base to see me and I was so nervous We took pictures all the

Laid Up Verse1 he said “love is the best drug.” Quit talking, you’ve said too much  lust is often confused with love, dang he’s psychotic  don't have a care in the world, my love for him is microscopic  I don't believe in love, that shit is overrated, he said I'm the one, that's when I vacated  it’s only a fling, not forever lasted, I told you don't love me, so don't get all dramatic  no one can break my heart, I think it’s made out of plastic  I'm full of jokes, look in your shirt while you spell the word attic  I'm living life to the fullest, ain’t trying to waste time  If you steal my heart and I steal yours, is that the perfect crime?  Hook  (Start off talking, laughing, and kissing, fuck the love  I feel like being romantic, wanna be laid up)2x  (wanna be laid up)2x with you, so tell me what you wanna do  (wanna be laid up)2x  so wassup, are you in or what?  Verse 2 people say I'm mean rather than kind,

He said he wanted real so I gave him real I don't want to hear it, if it ain't how you feel I don't play games, you know the deal for everyone else, can't say the same foreal It's not just guys, it's girls too we all trying to figure out who's real and who's just trying to screw What's love? Don't seem to know the answer to the world is so cold, you’d be like trust who? just keep to yourself don't tell anyone what you're going through don't want anybody's help because we’re tired of people just coming in and out our lives can you please just make up your mind? nowadays, it's not at all the same everybody playing games loyalty was never part of their plan and we wonder why people change they turn into who hurt them it's a chain reaction now they hurting others  so they aren't the one who suffers people break hearts just so their heart won't be broken but little do they

2.2.15 Verse 1 Should I, should I, really put my trust in you? because I'm trying to be convincing but my feelings keep on mixing and this clock keeps on ticking all the time is this real? Like is it us... over the world well I told you my ambition I don't know if you ever listen you keep saying we’ll work on you being mine but whatever boy, I'ma take your word boy, we’ll be fine trying to believe that, you’re the one constantly repeating the mistake I don’t learn from Hook SAME AS Verse 2 You say I'm different from your past girl so maybe this would actually last long and that I’ll be your one and only girl I just hope that you’re not playing around, right now trust my faith, our love will endure I just don't want it to be, another mistake and have to start all over Hook -- Verse 3 Need something to drink ain't no way I can stay sober telling me you want to play a game of strip poker boy quit pla

Young By: Andria Chisholm 10/26/16 It's funny how you just bought a ring just the other day and now we have nothing to say words can't explain all we can do is lay it out on the tray and hope that better is on it's way Because life is very short and we don't have time to waste so give it to me anyway make sure you won't regret it he texted me and you read it but w/o the bad things, how would you know what's good? you say you living better but you're still in the hood maybe it’ll be better next lifetime, reincarnation I need a year vacation, don't care where the location I hear you talking but I'm not listening because you keep reminiscing and I don't want to hurt feelings so I keep my distance you got mad, you told me you was leaving we arguing but for what? where's the love? where's the trust? is seems like we’re slowly giving up not trying to make it work just talking about it hur