Slim's Blog!!

I have a real big secret but I choose not to tell you you must think I have no heart then I've been through all this before I'm not going to let you get close to me even if you bring out the best in me when I give my secret up it hurts so I'm never going to give my heart to you even when you give me all parts of you sorry I always tend to introvert Everytime you hold me everything just feels right everytime you leave me I still feel just fine everytime you walk out my feelings goes with you baby I will be happy with or without you I'm way too good at goodbyes You say you'll love me regardless but the thing that you don't know It will have you second guess this before it's too late, you should go I'm not going to let you get close to me even if you bring out the best in me when I give my secret up it hurts so I'm never going to give my heart to you even when you give me all parts of you sorr...

thinking back to when we first met  completely unaware of just how much you would mean to me at the beginning we were amazing even though my family didn't like you my friends tell me not to I let you in anyway cuz I thought you were different I thought you'd stay so I committed  It seemed like you did but you didn’t dang, I was so blind I couldn't see the lies  that was right in front of my eyes But I'm not at all surprised don't get me wrong I had doubts but I'd make excuses or block it out cuz all the happy times we had together man I just wanted it to last forever But we weren't on the same page you didn't really want me to have your last name and now you want me back but Ian having that all those nights, feeling lonely where were you when you were supposed to be there for me I wish I could go back and never had met you cuz I was fine before you I swear if I knew it was going to end like this I ...

I know I say I don't care I tried, holding my breath because love is in the air nothing goes right, everything goes left I'm at a traffic light, and right turn doesn't exist but you've been on my mind I think you've been wasting my time but I keep my feelings inside not trying to get attention can you tell me one thing, what are you intentions? you claim you’ll never leave I try to trust and believe something's holding me back I don't want to be fooled, fall in your trap keep saying, I don't care in reality I know I do, I want to be with you repeating over and over convincing myself even more but it's clear to see you used me, I’ll get over it eventually

Thinking, just wondering how are we supposed to last forever if we can't stand each other? over and over we fuss and fight all through the night again and again this has to end were fighting more fussing until we lose our voice I can't live like this I need to take some time do something to keep you off my mind Crying, just wishing can we go back in time to fix us and make it right? never no never will we fuss or fight just enjoying our company all through the night again and again loving each other, hoping this will never end were laughing more singing until we lose our voices together we can be happy everyday and we will be okay

Let me explain I don’t know what love means I thought we'd be good this way you tell me, to take down my guard give you my all, trying but that’s not enough I should've told you, from the jump do we have any luck? I'll give you all my love boy lets make up, lets talk and be laid up I miss you so much, yes I know it’s my fault yeah it’s true, I ain't afraid to admit it I wonder if you think bout me a little bit I want to see you, Ima come visit see you in person, I promised (I swore)2x that it won't be like how it was before it’s you and only you, that I adore was it just sex and nothing more? it ain't seem like it was more selfish, I know I was wrong I need you baby (come on)2x I tricked you for so damn long apologised, now you're gone now you, forgot me and left me all alone I'm lonely, I left your side warm I need you back baby come home this is where you belong but you don't believe that you'r...

You’ve been hurt so have I you still tried to make it work I sure did try I know a girl hurt you led to depression and trust issues  so now you treat everyone like their temporary because you don't want to relive what you went through you're not the only one, trust me and you don't think you're doing anything wrong because that's what you’re use to I know when I said that I'm here to stay you didn't believe me in any way I meant it, but you don't care because you're scared just admit it, you’re afraid of commitment you’re an asshole, and you said it I know it's just an act, but you're so persuasive you don't know how to react to something real you can't even recognize it I know because I'm in the same predicament I think everyone is full of shit with you I was right though, you're a hypocrite when we use to talk, you was saying all kinds of things about a possibility of us...

Laid Up Verse1 he said “love is the best drug.” Quit talking, you’ve said too much  lust is often confused with love, dang he’s psychotic  don't have a care in the world, my love for him is microscopic  I don't believe in love, that shit is overrated, he said I'm the one, that's when I vacated  it’s only a fling, not forever lasted, I told you don't love me, so don't get all dramatic  no one can break my heart, I think it’s made out of plastic  I'm full of jokes, look in your shirt while you spell the word attic  I'm living life to the fullest, ain’t trying to waste time  If you steal my heart and I steal yours, is that the perfect crime?  Hook  (Start off talking, laughing, and kissing, fuck the love  I feel like being romantic, wanna be laid up)2x  (wanna be laid up)2x with you, so tell me what you wanna do  (wanna be laid up)2x  so wassup, are you in or what?  Verse 2 ...

Nervous to what he might say or even think. He was taking so long to read it. I'm still to this day, shock that I actually wrote a love song and gave it to the guy I was literally talking about in the fifth grade. When he finally finished, he said he felt the same way but we didn't date or anything. It all started in 2008, my friend and I was fooling around and rhyming the night before so I thought I should actually write something and I did. I know it by heart because I use to sing and rewrite it all the time. After that, it became a hobby. I’d always be writing about something. Even songs that I like or hear on the radio, I'd make my own version of it because I can relate to it. I use to just write them down in my rap book and I designed the cover and stuff. If I brought it out in class when I was finished with my work of course, everyone would recognize the book and some would want to see it. Now, I don't really write it down anymore. One reason is because I don...