Never Met

thinking back

to when we first met 

completely unaware of just how much you would mean to me

at the beginning we were amazing

even though my family didn't like you

my friends tell me not to

I let you in anyway

cuz I thought you were different

I thought you'd stay

so I committed 

It seemed like you did but you didn’t

dang, I was so blind

I couldn't see the lies 

that was right in front of my eyes

But I'm not at all surprised

don't get me wrong I had doubts

but I'd make excuses or block it out

cuz all the happy times we had together

man I just wanted it to last forever

But we weren't on the same page

you didn't really want me to have your last name

and now you want me back

but Ian having that

all those nights, feeling lonely

where were you when you were supposed to be there for me

I wish I could go back and never had met you

cuz I was fine before you

I swear if I knew it was going to end like this

I would've told you to save it for some other bitch